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so sorry for the massive dump and everything! and not being here! and failing at life! i'll try to do better now that school is done! :

o yay....... a new year..... after the last 17 of my life have sucked already...... i'm really not looking forward to this.... tho surprisingly, i do have at least 2 resolutions: Attempt and complete Astral Projection and bring Lucien and co. to life otherwise, i'm kinda just bummed. this time next year i'll be applying or accepted to college and that just seems way to soon. looking at it that way, 6 months from now, i'll lose the majority of my remaining friends to that thing that is college. and a year and a half from now i'll be selling my soul to a life of freshmandom all over again. its a sad future in store. maybe i'll just steal a s

argh!!!!!!!! i hate the world.......... i hate myself........... i'm so indecisive!!!!! i wanna get my tongue pierced!!! D: but mom won't let me!!!! kinda makes sense since i'm 16........ (only for 2 more months tho!!!!) but i mean, i'm thinking of wanting my lip pierced and even /that/ she won't allow...... i mean, i love my mom to death... she's a cool cat... but sometimes i think it's just not fair.... i can dye my hair however crazy way i can come up with, but all these other people have piercings and tattoos, and i just don't...... even tho i so badly want to....... i can't even gauge my ears! and all i want to do is go up a couple sizes